my ex narcissist hasn't contacted me

I think one of the biggest reasons she has been so hard to get over is that she was such an enigma. I was on the phone with a cousin and he calls. I am now 53, please god let him be the final one. They always have to keep that web in the background intact, and youre a part of it now. This was to much for me and I half heartedly ended things. Second, Im watching it play out. When it comes to sexual things we were on the same page. I am so glad i observed without commenting in those early days, and still only use one private well hidden forum on a regular basis to this day. a tone (style of writing) that is oddly tinny or lighthearted or thin Before I learned about narcissism, I just couldnt understand his Jekkyl and Hyde behaviorIve been four months no contact, and he hasnt tried to contract me once, which hurts me a lot, even thought I should be happy. That tarot card reading has me spooked. There is so much more I could share but I know this has already gone on. See below. I love being the object of your sacrifice. The only reason why they would want their ex back is that they know theyre an easy source of supply. Your ex-partner may not even know. I am so angry with him but dissapointed in myself! CAN A SADIST NOT TO KNOW, THAT THEY ARE TAKING PLEASURE, FROM CAUSING THE PAIN (definition for sadism)!! I tell him he needs to explore why. But his state of mind is never stable. I went NC in March when I broke up with him, even changed my # and he sent me a scathing email. This relationship pattern I described above is known as the idealize-devalue-discard-hoover cycle. Trust me. . Funny, I have been wondering the same as Samantha Three months after divorce (18 months ago), N-ex bought a house down the street from me, to make it easy for our children to go back and forth between house (now we can all be friends, right?). No i am letting go. I told him there was no need for us to have contact and he said for the kidsxsakes. I started reading up sociopaths and narcissist and it led me to here. Im seeing all this sometimes all the time. What confuses me the most is how my ex tries to get me to contact him first before he would, say hallo usually by text. A narcissist will never move on from you until you stop talking to them/ about her to people you know that information will get back to her. I so desperately needed this. If the narcissist keeps coming back . I hope he sends me back something nice soon. Whenever her brother-in-law or sister comes into town, he uses his sister to get invitations to dinner (or invites himself) or drives past her nephews house to see if the brother-in-laws truck is in front of the house. Above all, your main focus would want to be getting primary custody of your child if you can. I started noticing things were shifting about 3 months after I met him. Theres really only one way to know when a narcissist is finished with you: when you decide they are. It allows me to have the power to NOT RESPOND to my ex after more then a year who has been texting and calling for the past few weeks. Disbelieve hurt, angry, could eat or sleep and had no strenght to go even to the toilet. If you want a stress-free life, Id advise you to run for the hills! I love being your pain. Although it took me completely off-guard, made me very nervous yet very happy and introduced me to some new emotions suddenly, I fell in love with you so hard Im still not sure what to do about it. Let them live their small lives while you carry on with complete indifference. And all the good times we had, because he did treat me very well (u can read my her posts). Like I said I dont have prove yet and dont want to ask him, just for my sanity I was wondering If they do stuff like this? To make sure you know that her behavior had NOTHING to do with you. All I can say is thank you. I finally get a text i am with kristen now she is loyal i dont need you your full of drama if you text me again i will get you for phone harrassment i will call the cops . Its a part of who he is. We were together for 4 1/2 yrs. 4. Translation: The girlfriend may have said something to him about why he doesnt seem to care about his kids; or there is some kind of benefit for him if he comes back around and inserts himself into their lives after being gone for so long. When I say Im in love with you, I mean Im in love with breathing your air, sucking your blood, eating your dreams. So, O sent him a mail as well as a letter. Well, his reaction was golden. Theyre the ones who do the dumping. This is not a means for them to get back to you at all. He text back I need that equipment. Enough is enough. Then, the narcissist will go to all your mutual friends, and if theyre really brave, your family members and start telling them how much of a terrible partner you were and how they suffered at your hands. Made me believe i was stupid let me no he only loves his self . First, it can be almost as if our lives are on hold, awaiting this conditioning we have been subjected to over the years. Omg the i cant believe i put up with my ex narc for a year and a half..he was a classic..he was insane to believe i didnt see his games but in my boredom..low self esteem and yes my own insanity i stayed..but in a weird way im happy i went through it because i know what one is and it will never happen again..and i learned alot about myself in the process..he will be turning 59 this year..its going to suck dying alone . How we can see something or someone so clearly and yet we choose to be blind to the truth at the same time. He wants nothing to do with me now. Its a terrible brain wash these creatures put us through. Happy with girlfriend, but thinks you guys should be friends Translation: Somethings not on the up and up and/or he has discovered some way that getting back in touch with you will benefit him. There was a place that was open and never seemed to be fulfilled before but youre doing a great job of filling it. So I met with him on Monday. Nothing happened. He said no I came to kill you, I was like what? STAY AWAY FROM THEM, THEY MEAN YOU NO GOOD WILL!! I realize the relationship was a major setback for you and I really am sorry. Hi guess, I feel your pain . She will never admit it though. Why torture yourself reading her posts and seeing photos of her with this other guy. A lot harder. Ive been reading about this all morning. For example, the other day, on the anniversary of his moms death, he sent a msg to remind me, adding that we should keep the ones we love close and that he misses me. But it still hurts. Everything was great in the beginning, almost too good to be true (I should have noticed the red flags then!). Vincent Cassel, the chameleon of French cinema, is not one for analysing his characters. It got that bad . Wow, yea, this describes & matches the way he was/is to a tee Its so Fd up. Because its not WHO I CHOOSE TO BE. He plays a role in a lot of storys because he is part of my history. Im starting to wonder if maybe a conversation needs to be had to either reaffirm my decision, give him an opportunity to show his humanity, I dont know. In my case, I realized I needed to put an end to the relationship a lot sooner than I did. I spoke to him by email and regretted it. They arent, so they have to undo you like a fly in a spider web and make you feel as crappy as they do. I do all that. But one night in the three mounths and rest of the time deal with his Narcism. You can only control yourself. It is a battle on both ends. Many of us found ourselves caught in it for years. -Alienation from family and/or friends totally mental, but I am not mental even though hes tried his hardest to convince me that I am. I thought I had finally gotten over the crazy woman syndrome, and in fact had dated some very cool women over the last several years. You will find that you will have good days and then feel like youre back at day one. It is her way of getting back at the people who raised her. He is sick and will not stop I do not know how to stay away when my daughters and yes me would do anything for him to change. Would the fresh start include reparations with all the people the narcissist and his sidekicks directly contacted privately to point out this or that smearing observation about me in fact in this area they would have to contact the national grouping of those in our shared sport of hang gliding as at one point my personal communications with a support forum were found by him and then published publically in a national forum so this fresh start, does that include some sort of national statement to repair that damage? You deserve a loving relationship with a man who will love and cherish you for the beautiful person that you are, and I believe you will receive that in His time. Not because it is an old school to apply the psychodynamic approach (cous/uncons) to Narcs and Psycos,who cares about the fashion? I dont want to feel happy when i get a sms with kind words. Also, if you had ever mentioned to him that you thought he was too materialistic or too sexual then the first thing he wants to do is rub it in your face how he has changed for the new supply. The reason I feel he is classic Narc is the grandiosity, fear of intimacy, lack of empathy, and behaviors he exhibited like gaslighting, triangulating, crazymaking. The peak end rule. Another thing I forgot! Then after a month or so of me not answering he would send a text hey how are you? I told him to leave me alone this time for good which was hard, but now seven months later I got a missed call from the his previous job. You are also one who I know has been deeply wounded by numerous men in your past. When a day goes by that I barely think of him, Im shocked and buoyed by the thought that I am getting closer to being over himbut then I will dream of him. I need that hope, I want to find that freedom inside me so once more I might fly free among the clouds. So, my ex narc left me three months ago after a 3.5 year relationship for the woman he was involved with before mea 17 year relationship I had no knowledge of, in fact, it is my belief that they never ended that relationship even though he was living with me. Wow! Then he leaves me with a weak excuse. Trust me, on the inside, this woman is an absolute enigma. I know several. Now i have anxiety from this al. Dont know, if I should/can say youve been lucky. Most of his are either a request unrelated to parenting (which I ignore) or replies to me with another question [is that all you wanted?, are you saying that ()?] when I expected a yes or no and he hates that I dont reply. Great for recovery, its just since you want to know, I feel, so much what exactly her problem is, just google sites, recognising the proper name for the cluster, also Manipulative People by Dr. George K. Simon. To answer your question, true Narcissists cannot be friends to anyone. If I did Id probably be on some late-night infomercial. There is hope for the victims. No matter what direction or action I take, someone will get hurt. Yes, that is what happened! Regardless of how it happened, this exit is a destructive question that leaves a black hole in the foundation of our lives. Bipolar, Addict, Narcissist who would have thought that this is who she turned out to be ? Your first paragraph described my soon to-be-ex narc perfectly! I dont care if i dont see you again but i would do anything for j___ (grandchild). Reading Suggestion: How to Piss Off a Narcissist? He said he was enlightened by some of my comments (I told him he was turning into a dirty old man, a pervert-he didnt like that mirror at all) and still loved me wants to stay together. The next day, i found the remote, so I texted him just to tell him not to bother looking for it. Since 2012 my ex hasnt done anything for our kids including being a father. He worked on me till he boke me . In personal relationships o began to recognize and see these traits, and slowly over some time, I gained enough experience and insight to walk away before they wove webs. And this wasnt just in the beginning..he was this way consistently for the entire two years we were together. MY choice to be a Christian and follow a moral path is what polices me to do rightEVEN when I know someone would let me get away with doing wrong. Once we became a relationship I let her stay by me (big mistake), oblivious to the fact that this charming person who Im starting to love and who loves animals and loves music like me ..etcoblivious to the fact that one day I will look pretty much at the devil itselfWhen I wasnt home she searched my computer for everything and went through all my stuff.etc I did a lot for this person and bought her stuff.,..even though she didnt really do much for me.. Stay strong. Till this day I do not have prove that this is his way of getting me to contact him, but I have seen a pattern. You mentioned that you believe he has blocked you, but if I were in your shoes, I would make sure that I had blocked him from all forms of communication. There is also pure NPD. The illness ot causes tumors has been back for 10 months.New and long gone with the other woman, I am not part of his circle of friends and family. Having an ex unblock you can do a real number on your psyche; you tend to overthink, question their motives, feelings towards you, and most importantly, your feelings towards your ex. I am slowly coming back to me..so if there is a guy with initials jfp from monroe county ..give him a very wide berth.. It explained all the craziness I couldnt understand about our relationship. I struggle with the fact that years later he tried to deny our relationship (his words and actions too). I have not reached out since April 1st btw. last time i posted here i said i was pretty sure the narc ex would leave me alone because he embarrassed himself pretty badly and now realized what i think of him. we are merly targets to feed him . Im sorry for your pain. I did think he would kill me one day if I didnt get out. I tried to ignore them simply because I had no understanding of NPD at that point. But he never had negative comments about my looks, behaviour etc. After ten days he started answer and said that i have the right of the trueth and would tell me the day after. Mine seemed disinterested and almost pretended they were not there. One of the things theyll do is use verbal trickery to convince you theyre not the same person. Meanwhile, they tell everyone around them that youre the one who wont leave them alonethey want nothing to do with you. Either way, wishing you and your doggie all the best. Even when you know what you should do, doesnt always make it easy. He wouldnt say it, I would just read that because that is what hes saying. He could do no wrong, he was that man that came in and saved me loved me When my daughter was born he was loving and very accepting, this lasted for the first 6-7 months. He couldnt take it if I countered his opinions or discarded his advice about MY life. I still had no reply or e-mail from him though. The first is if the other person left. When I finally put my foot down and opened my own bank accounts because I was tired of him keeping us broke I was being selfish. However, a large part of the reason we feel an attachment is often because of trauma-bonding and the mental/physical addiction that occurs as a result of emotional abuse and manipulation. Most likely, this new supply wants a non-sexual, non-materialistic guy so he is putting on the act for her and may even buy his own press. He started working wit friends in a MLM type setting which would take him to shows and took him to Sturgis, I later found out the woman he complained of the whole entire trip stayed with him and 2 others in a trailer, her clothing consisted of ass-less chaps and artistic paint for her breasts. Really liked reading the post. Donald Trump, Roger Stone, and Associates have a better chance of success. I sent him an email last week asking him not to contact me anymore. So dear friend I understand how difficult when it appears to the rest of the world that you have a great partner and marriage when you know the reality of it all. Domestic violence unit contacted me the next day and said that they believed me and told me to get an emergency protection order and he feels my ex is more passive aggressive and gets off on reactions, that he would manipulate from the outside. I hope its the latter for you! How do you go no contact if the narcissist is your childs father? I always felt ashamed when we went out because theyd just throw on anything.. Maybe they're curious as to how you're doing or maybe they want to make you jealous. Does anyone have any tips on getting over a narcissistic ex? Please understand how much I wish that I could process this whole situation in a far clearer way than I have. When I say Im in love with you, I love not being alone. Totally cut her off..dropped her like a hot potato. So, Ive done a lot of reading and digging to figure out what my ex common law was. I send an angry mail he plays that other person also. Acting as if the world revolves only around them. I feel he came into my life to teach me something, and ultimately broadened my compassion for others. Good for you! I think disordered women make far better/effective liars then men in general, so the pain can be even worse for a male victim. I know that she lies to everyone in her life. Message received, zero distortion. 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